Sunday, December 11, 2005

So many Tears part 4

Lord
I suffer through tha years
and shed so many tears
Lord
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears

Lord knows i've tried, been a witness ta homicide
drive-bys taken lives, little kids die
wonder why as I walk by
Broken hearted as I glance at tha chaulk line, gettin' high
this ain't tha life for me
I wanna change
but ain't no future right for me
i'm stuck in tha game
i'm trapped inside a maze
see this Tangaray influenced me ta gettin crazy
disillusioned lately
i've been really wanting babies
so I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady
don't trust my lady
cause she's a product of this poison, i'm hearen noises
think she's f**ken with my boys, can't take no more
i'm fallin' to tha floor
beggin' for tha Lord ta let me in Heavens door
I shed so many tears..

This is the very definition of sadness. What I like to call crippling emotional pain. And the truth is everyone in the game feels this way to some extent. We were lucky to have a loud mouth with a bull horn like Tupac to tell us how we were feeling. To put words to our thoughts. And if Bill Bennet or Deloris Tucker thinks this is glamorizing the gangster life they are smoking more than Tupac.

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